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Writing ARCHIVE / Other Stories
This is a surrealistic journey through a young man's eyes after a rocky start on his way out west.
STORMS OF PASSAGE: INDEPENDENCE DAY Dawn approached at last with its welcomed glow behind the horizon. Nearly a full day had passed since I began my journey along the Chenango to the Susquehanna, and then on down to Pennsylvania. I had hoped that the holiday traffic would continue to increase as, further south, I would head out west through Pittsburgh and then on to Ohio, Indiana and the Missouri and Mississippi rivers and beyond. But all allusions of steady progress soon dissolved into the dull reality of being left stranded for nearly twenty hours outside of Harrisburg.
The competition for
rides there had been fierce, with several dozen would-be
hitchhikers standing along the ramp and literally begging
for rides. I waited in my small mountain tent nearby
until after midnight when most of the others had given up
for the evening. I finally got past the on-ramp to the
Interstate, keeping a watchful eye for the Highway Patrol
that had repeatedly set me back throughout the day.
My ride caught me squarely in its headlights, and I was on my
way and once again encouraged, as the morning traffic was
expected to swell for the holiday weekend. I had spent the
remainder of the night trying to make up for lost time, and
another ride brought me across state lines and on to central
Ohio, just west of Columbus.
Despite the hint of dawn, the opposing horizon displayed
several of its brightest stars above the patches of low-lying
fog. Although the sun had yet to work its way from behind a
distant farmhouse, the surrounding cornfields glistened with
dew as I sat on a guardrail beside the road and played my
guitar and a rooster’s crow cut through the mist and still
morning air.
A car pulled off beside me, and it’s driver gestured through
the rear view window for me to come along. Upon reaching the
car, I was pleasantly surprised to find that my latest “Good
Samaritan” was a woman. “Good morning!” she said, as I piled
my things onto the back seat and then climbed into the front.
“What kind of guitar you playin’” she asked. I noticed that
she had her own guitar encased in the back and imagined why
she may have chosen this chance stop for a stranger on the
highway.
“Oh, just an old beat-up acoustic,” I replied. “It sure helps
pass the time when you’re sittin’ out there all alone.”
“I can give you a ride about eighty miles or so to just north
of Cincinnati,” she said, “and then I have to turn off the
Interstate." As we proceeded, she explained that she was on
our way to visit her girlfriends. "They go to Miami
University," she said, "and they live just outside of
Oxford.”
“Oxford!” I repeated. “Isn’t that the town that Dylan wrote a
song about?” I vaguely remembered a ditty that came out a
decade before about a black man that was hung in the center
of their town by some racist vigilantes.
“You’re way off,” she said with a laugh. “That’s down south
somewhere, in Mississippi, I guess.”
She did get across, however, that the Student Non-violent
Coordinating Committee had in fact met in Oxford, Ohio in
June, 1964 to plan their southern strategies and that,
shortly thereafter, three voter registration organizers from
the north disappeared in Mississippi, later to be found
murdered in Mississippi. But then she quickly added, “Bob
Dylan, huh? He’s one of my favorites.” “Mine too,” I replied. “I’ve got one of his songbooks right there in my guitar case.”
And then I added, “My name’s Tom, by the way. I’m headin’ out
to Denver. I have some friends out there that I can stay
with, and they say there’s plenty of work to be had for the
takin’.”
“I’m Joan," she said. "I used to live in Denver a few years
back myself" and for the next hour or so, Joan talked about
Denver, and how she had enjoyed the high mountain air and the
pioneer spirit. First, we laughed about the cowboy culture
with its swagger and all, but then, as her voice quivered,
the festive mood changed considerably and she began to cry.
Her late husband had left her there, she explained, and then
committed suicide through the barrel of a shotgun. She talked
with loathing about being raped by an acquaintance while she
was still grieving over the loss of her husband.
While at first I was surprised at the turn of our
conversation, I soon found myself relaying how my own
marriage had failed and ultimately sent me on my way as well,
with jobs being scarce and making it hard just to stay in one
place, and with Denver being the place to be for anyone
willing to work.
Surprisingly, our conversation soon returned to lighter
subjects for a while until we finally pulled off to the side
of the road just before Joan's exit off of the Interstate. We
exchanged addresses and phone numbers so we could keep in
touch and, as I handed her my contacts in Denver, we shared a
brief kiss as well when we said goodbye.
Arriving behind us, just in time to observe our moment of
intimacy, a lone Highway Patrol officer pulled up in his car
with its lights flashing. As he climbed out of the vehicle,
he barked at me, “You better get right back into that car,
buddy, “or I’m gonna bust you for trespassin’ on the
freeway.”
“But she’s turning off, here,” I replied. “I’m just on my way
past the state line, heading that way, west!”
“Boy, if I so much as see you any where near this highway
today,” he asserted, “I’m gonna run you in for sure. Now
git!”
During this exchange, Joan had been urging me to get back in
and she would at least get me off of the Interstate. With the
Highway Patrolman remaining steadfast with his hands on his
waist belt, one side of which carried a holstered gun, I was
more than willing to oblige both parties.
Joan assured me that the road on which we would be traveling
northward connected to another Interstate, but that it would
be about fifty miles overall. A fog sat along the low-lying
areas as we stopped once to relieve ourselves alongside the
road. The fog was so thick, in fact, that Joan was nearly out
of sight as she squatted beside the front fender of her car,
with its headlights creating an awkward silhouette. The sun
soon baked its way through the mist, and the underlying steam
foretold of a warm and muggy Fourth of July.
We traveled for nearly thirty miles from the Interstate to
the farmhouse where Joan’s girlfriends lived. It was a
welcomed respite as they let me wash up and offered me tea
and toast with honey. Although I was more exhausted than
hungry, the hot liquid and snack kept me alert as it served
to settle my appetite as well.
When they asked why I would be hitchhiking cross-country, I
avoided the fact that my wife and I were splitting up, and
Joan sat in silence as I skirted around my personal concerns.
I did, however, mention that work was scarce back east, and
that in Denver I had friends who would put me up until I
could get settled on my own.
As tired as I was from being up since the previous day, I
declined their offer to rest and then join them for the local
fireworks display that evening. The holiday rush was my best
chance to move on, I explained, and I still had to find my
way back to the next Interstate, hopefully before high
noon. I thanked them, said my goodbyes and sounded my regrets
for having to leave so soon. After Joan and her friends waved good-bye, I stood on the route that would lead me further north. With the sun fast approaching its zenith, I hardened my resolve and turned away towards the center of Oxford that loomed several miles further on.
Intrigued as I was by the solid construction of the teeth,
without much thought otherwise I grasped the skull and
labored at removing the upper upper left fang from its socket
beneath the snout. I then exchanged my wedding band among
those remains as a final gift to a forgotten life and, after
placing the fang in my back hip pocket, I put my thumb to the
wind.
My first ride out of there was in a pick-up truck loaded with
marijuana plants in plain view. The driver was a longhaired
young man, not much older than me, on his way to transplant
them somewhere in a field outside of town. He seemed
oblivious to the passing traffic as he continued to relay to
me how he nurtured his plants from seed over the past several
months, and that it was fitting that Independence Day was
when he would be putting them into the ground. "You know what
the farmers say,” he chanted gleefully, “'Knee high by Fourth
of July!'"
He turned off to the side near a muddied tractor road that
led to a wooded area across a field. As I got out, he laughed
again and said, “When you get there to Oxford, do what you
have to do and just keep goin’. They’re all rednecks in that
town, but they won’t bother you so long as you give them no
reason to,” at which he sped away into the farm field along
with his prized flora waving and rocking under the late
morning sun.
My next ride was by a middle-aged man who barely spoke just
enough to inform me that he was only going into town no more
than a half-mile up ahead. He sat and drove stone-faced, and
his eyes never left the road. There was an eerie strangeness
to his silence, but as long as we moved forward, I followed
the passing fields and trees the best that I could in order
to pass the time. He nodded in silence as I thanked him and I
got out beside a small park with a gazebo in Oxford, Ohio.
Perhaps it was the hot steam rising off the ground, or my
doped-up state of sleep deprivation, but the weeping willows
in that town's park seemed strangely like moss-covered giants
looming menacingly overhead. I couldn't help but imagine the
legs of a dead southern black man dangling in the breeze.
While I tried to fit in by wearing a new pair of straight
legged blue jeans and leather boots, I had “Dude!” written
all over me. No matter how at ease I tried to be, even “all
hat and no horse” didn’t apply to me as my long hair, beard,
guitar and backpack announced to everyone that I was a
stranger in town.
On the outskirts, after having nervously passed through the
scrutiny of the townspeople, there was an ice cream and soda
stand with a large bus parked on the opposite side of the
small white building. Although I would have liked to quench
my thirst, I continued on by, not wanting to run into any
rowdies that may have been hanging there. That was, however,
until someone yelled out, “Hey, cowboy!” Given my prominent gear and awkward appearance, I was fully aware that this might be the typical remark of the day. I showed no offence and merely acknowledged the speaker’s presence with a neutral, somewhat mechanical smile and a tilt of the head.
He was sitting out in front of the building on a bench with a
boy about the age of ten. They were protected from the
mid-day sun by an overhanging canopy. The elder gestured for
me to join them there in the shade. Since he appeared to be
non-threatening and genuinely hospitable, I obliged.
He asked me all sorts of things about my guitar and my music,
but I was a bit dismayed when he showed scant interest when I
talked of Dylan's songs. He was a country singer, he
explained, and he was just glad that he could have his son
along with him while he traveled on the road with his band.
Since no one else was nearby, I assumed that his entourage
had already boarded the bus.
He and I both acknowledged with cordial regrets that they
were not headed my way, so I finished my Dr. Pepper and bid
them a parting farewell. I turned to wave one last time as I
walked away towards the highway, and I noticed the name on
the side of the bus that seemed vaguely familiar, and
yet awkwardly out of time and mind like the streamlined
appearance of the bus.
The haze of the mid day heat and humidity seemed to surround
me in a strange world of uncertainty as I left the town for
the countryside. That was when, with the bare forewarning of
a distant rumble, a gang of nearly two dozen black motorcycle
riders, some with their women riding along in back or in
side-cars, came thundering past me like planes descending on
Pearl Harbor.
A backup of one pink and several white Cadillac convertibles
followed closely behind like royal guardians. I didn’t have a
clue as to what they were up to, except for the fact that
they were heading for the same town that I had just left, and
my gut persuaded me to keep on moving away from there as
quickly as possible.
Barely after had I turned to face the traffic when an elderly
driver stopped suddenly to pick me up. He explained that he
was returning to the Interstate after losing his way and
finally going into town for gas and directions. He didn’t
know what to make of the ruckus either. “I ain’t never could
un’erstan’ them damn niggras anyhow, an’ now they got them
motorized cycles an’ all as if they own the highway, ” he
told me, grimacing and shaking his head in an outlandish
manner that put me on edge.
I had no comeback to his perception of the event, and so I
simply took the ride. At least I knew it would be a short
one, since he had indicated that he was heading east once we
arrived at the Interstate further north, just a short hop
from the Indiana state line.
Soon after I was let off at the end of the exit ramp, a car
stopped beside me before I even turned and put my thumb out.
I tried to ignore the vehicle, being a stranger and ever
suspicious of any unsolicited attempts to get my attention,
but it was difficult to ignore the official-like emblem on
the side passenger door, and I felt a stone in my gut as I
prepared to be thrown off this highway like earlier in the
day, or worse, arrested and thrown in jail for the remainder
of the holiday weekend.
Upon further review of the emblem that read, “U.S. National
Guard,” and in seeing that the driver was inviting me to get
in, I wondered whether I might be catching a free ride after
all. Although he was in his olive-green fatigues and looked
the official part for all it was worth, his demeanor was
non-threatening, even friendly. Still, there was a sense of
urgency in his voice as he reached over, opened the door
beside me and said, “Come on, get in,” and quickly explained,
"I’ve got to get everyone off of the Interstate in the next
fifteen minutes. There’s a tornado heading this way.”
“What do you mean?” I asked, as I gestured towards the sun
that diffusely lit the hazy sky.
“Look over there,” he said, pointing towards the western
horizon. “See those clouds? They’ll be on top of us in no
time, and you shouldn’t be standing out there in the open
just to wait and see.”
Sure enough, the clouds seemed to be rolling and boiling
toward us as I got on board and we headed oddly in the
direction toward the downpour of the monster storm. The
onslaught splashed against the windshield like ocean waves,
blinding our field of vision to within the contents of the
vehicle. It came so hard that we had to pull over to the side
of the road. The windshield wipers were useless against the
torrents. Apparently no one else could drive either, as no
one passed us as we sat it out.
When it dissipated somewhat, the soldier hurried on down the
highway, still heading west, telling me that the worst was
yet to come. That lull in the storm, he explained, was his
chance to get me to an overpass where I might be safe so he
could then head back the other way. “Now’s the most dangerous
part,” he said. “This is when the twisters come.”
He introduced himself, but for the life of me, just like the
country crooner back on the outskirts of Oxford, I would
never recall his name. He said he was from California, moved
recently to Ohio so his wife and kids could be closer to his
in-laws and, without my asking, he tried to distance himself
from the Kent State killings that took place several years
before. He was from California, he reminded me, and claimed
that the incident was a shock to him and his colleagues as
well.
Although I kept my thoughts to myself, I recalled that, as a
junior in high school, I had walked out with a score of
others when the administrators refused to join a national
moratorium in protest against the massacre, effectively
disrupting school activities throughout the day, and I was
hastily expelled soon after for being a part of it all.
The Guardsman dropped me off under the first overpass we came
to, just over the Indiana state line. As I gathered my things
to get out, he offered me a couple of sandwiches that his
wife had made. They were extras, he told me, besides the ones
he had for himself, in case he ran into any one in need.
Although I was grateful for the ride, I simply thanked him
over his repeated urgings and declined his offer. Even though
I was famished, I was uncomfortable in accepting any more
favors. When he insisted once more, I suggested that he give
them to someone who might need them more than me.
Since the urgency of the moment precluded any further
discourse on the matter, we shook hands and bid farewell. He
pulled away, crossed over the meridian and headed back toward
the Ohio state line. I then quickly climbed the embankment as
the winds picked up in intensity. I crawled up under the
bridge onto the concrete support and huddled between the
steel girders.
A motorcycle was parked between the pillars below that I
hadn’t noticed on my way up. Once I became more oriented, I
finally acknowledged the presence of the rider of the bike
with whom I shared my emergency shelter and we watched the
sky boil and roll ahead of its thundering roar.
We greeted one another quickly as we watched the winds and
the rain pelt the pillars and asphalt below and beyond our
feet. The only traffic rushing under the bridge was the
horizontal stream of water that blew in from the force of the
storm. For several minutes, we were unable to speak over the
howl of the wind.
When there was a brief lull, the bike rider told me how he
had ridden coast-to-coast and border-to-border over the past
several years. He said he learned to follow the
tractor-trailers as their rush created a vortex of wind
behind them and would pull his bike along. The older highways
were ideal, he recounted, as they had subtle grooves from the
tire tracks that held his front wheel in-place. The only
thing you had to be ready for, he said, was for any sudden
braking or some unforeseen obstacles in the road.
"Otherwise," he said with a laugh, "it's a long and steady
cruise in the groove!" He talked as if he couldn't wait to
get back on his way, but there was no moving on for the
moment.
The winds gathered and began to whoosh in an eerie intensity.
We could peek out to the west and see the funnel touch down
just south of the highway. It danced like a magical finger
upon the planet, kicking and sweeping out debris from its
path like a whirling dervish. On several occasions, it lifted
up and away from the earth and then returned, teasing
and tormenting like a schoolyard bully.
It then skipped over and settled on the northern edge of the
highway and continued east, directly toward our hideaway. We
could no longer bear to watch against the force of the wind
as it nearly sucked our breaths away. We huddled back
inside adjacent concrete cubbyholes embracing the steal
girders as the boom-boom-boom of nature’s drum pounded above
our shoulders.
The water stung my shins and forearms that barely shielded my
face and torso as I pressed my back against my pack and
straddled my guitar case with my legs. There was a whoosh
from one direction, and then the next, with one brief moment
in between when the directions changed and the water dropped
with a splash on the pavement below.
The twister continued down the eastern embankment and soon
vanished among the clouds that thundered down the highway.
Once it was safe and the storm began to settle down around
us, the bike rider slid down the embankment where his bike
had survived behind one of the massive concrete pillars.
Although he shouted, "Later, man!" and he waved his fist in
solidarity as he sped away, I knew that it would be the last
that I'd ever see of him.
The sound of traffic returning to the highway and passing
below was simply a rock-a-bye baby kind of lilt, with little
left that could disturb me. The hard surface of the concrete
was no match against my body’s need to rest. I feared that I
might awaken to my tent back in Harrisburg along the dreaded
on-ramp, and I held on to consciousness for as long as I
could before the weight of exhaustion overcame me.
When I finally awoke it was after midnight. The sky was
cloudless and clear with the stars shining more brightly than
the night before. I was feeling refreshed and ready to
continue my journey. I was fully aware that I had barely
traveled eighty miles in a westerly direction since my wait
by the cornfields the morning before outside of Columbus, and
yet I was truly thankful to be that much further away from
Harrisburg and out of Ohio.
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